Love. Does anyone really know what it means. I know that most women do. But it's the guys that really don't know or understand what it means to love someone. I'm not downing you guys, but it really takes that special woman to open your eyes and show you how to love. Once that one person does show you. Most of the time you never want another woman in your life.But then in some cases it's to late. I've been there. My ex never knew love, not even from his family. But when I opened his eyes it scared him so much that he ran, And dor the past 9 years hes been in some trouble and hasn't been able to come back to south carolina. But he now wears my name on his skin and only wants to be with me.Which brings me to you women . I'm not downing you . But if you know that you've opened his eyes and made him see. Don't let him go. Hang on to him as long as you can b/c I'm here to tell you that if you try to move on you never will. Untill you've opened anothers eyes and you really mean it. You will not be happy and after time you will hurt the person you are with if you really don't love them like that. And there is no need to keep hurting others men or women. In the end if you keep hurting others (both women and men) in time they will turn their backs on you. All you that think "oh I can get any guy or girl and use them then move on to the next one" Are the ones that hurt us all in the end. So why don't you read this and let it open your eyes and learn what love is or is not to you. Stop playing with love. You will will be the ones to hurt in the end. Grow the fuck up, Women and men both. look at what you have in front of you. love it or leave it I don't care but I know were I stand in life.
Misty C.
Take it all to heart b/c everyone has a heart somewhere.Most just don't know it yet. By the way this whole thing can be turned around some men can open the eys of a woman. So like I said I'm not downing any of you.
Feel free to leave your peace of mind on my page I will not take your comments off if you don't like what i have said. I want everyone to know how everyone else feels about this.
I have been sitting here trying to figure out where I went wrong in my life. But I still don't know. I sat here and talked to my baby cousin on here tonight and it's made me think about alot of things. I'm so tired of trying to find that special person that will be there forever. All guys seem to hurt me and yes it kills me every time and it really stinks but what can I do. Nothing really I just let it keep going on. But I have to draw the line some were and I think it's gonna start now I say this, But who knows if it will work or not. Why can't I be happy just once in my life. I was Happy when I was carrying my son. even planned on getting married but then everything went bad. the love of my life walked out on me. and has not even came back to south carolina since. i set and cry all the time because I know that i'm not beautiful and i know that guys only want to use me. and i'm not a young kid that has there whole life in front of them. I make myself sick thinking about it all. anyone that reads this. I'm sure they think i am some kind of crazy person. But I am a good person true and loving I would do anything for the people in my life but to most they don't even care anymore. maybe I should just walk away from it all never get back on here or talk to anyone. Maybe I should Live in my own shell that way I can't get hurt and I don't get my hopes up for anything i know that i am just writting whats comming into my head and everyone will think that i'm not going anywhere with this and more so I'm probley not going anywhere with this but it's my thoughts and feelings and right now i just want to get it all off my heart for a little bit anyway. It don't make things any better but If i bottle it all up for to long i'll crack and i hate when that happens to me.
