My reentry into life just recently took a big go ahead and a push to move on I realize everyman on earth is not like the one I married Thank God, it was all about drama and chaos well now thats not apart of my life and I enjoy the helk out of it I feel better than ever and I actually look better than ever. My one true love from my very first relationship jumped back into my life and we are better friends now than we ever were things change so much and so did I. I know what I want in my partner to be my best friend, lover and all and I will meet him someday. Running away is not the answer