When I turned 30 I cried all day, but now I look back and realize that I have learned alot. I really grew up thinking all people were good, very naieve but life has showed me some very strange roads, but I have been happier now than i think I have ever been , I have been divorced for 3 years, I never should have married, my heart was not in it. but life took me that way, and now I look better than ever, and I don't take any SHIT..........